in preparation for the new year

I don't know that i like the idea of new year's resolutions. they can seem so insincere, halfhearted, almost a going-through-the-motions kind of thing. i think for me this next year, 2006, needs to be about how i live my life. so if there's a resolution there, it's a resolution for change. I have so many things that i want to do in life, yet i am by nature a procrastinator (which is ironic since i'm also a planner.)