i'm longing to give you my heart

feeling stuck in that place slightly beyond reality. living in the lyrics of a natasha bedingfield song today... and by that i mean it’s the only thing that’s giving me a sense of realness in this sea of blah i’m navigating. like i said on sunday- it’s like a "chasm of ‘huh?’" : ) (haha. hilarious. except nobody that reads this blog was there, so it’s only funny to me. that’ll have to be enough.)

would you spare a minute, give me a single chance to look in your eyes, let me hold your hand – i want to get close enough to read you, understand you – open up your heart, open up your mind (nobody needs another stalker in your life). i’m only here to help you learn to love me, to know me –
- i need a hook so that you won’t be the one that got away, i need a look that stuns you, makes you want to stay. don’t want to speak in case it comes out wrong, don’t want to blink cause in that second you could be gone. i need a twist to help me turn, turn this story round, i need a bridge to cross this dangerous ground. meet me in the middle like i want you to, i gotta find your heart to shoot my arrow through...