this day... kinda sucks.

right now i am very angry at myself for not taking care of my own life, in regards to my finances. i am by no means past the red line, but i'm walking the tight-wire about it. a few more weeks of not paying attention and i could be in some serious trouble. as it is, it'll already take a few months to get to a comfortable zone again. i want to expand on this, but talking about it more will just make me more upset, and since i'm at work, i need to calm down and find some peace to get through the day. and i need a plan, because that's what will get me through tomorrow.