home.... at last. for now.

so, i've been home a few days now, due to a nasty head cold/sinus problem/migraine/wisdom tooth pain/ and fever. flying and driving home was the most painful thing i can remember in quite a while. my teeth were hurting so badly i wanted to bash them out with a hammer. i got home to my parents house, took something to help me sleep, and gratefully slept the whole night. I felt much better the next day, but was just wiped. and still am. not to mention very dizzy and still having some tooth pain. i've had the opportunity to see some friends that i haven't seen much lately, but each time i went out it just felt like too much. just to be out felt like too much. i hadn't really been home in 6 weeks.... i needed to be HOME. just home. resting. becuase i'm trying to listen to my body when it tells me it just needs to be immobile. everything has been so stressful lately (not all bad stress, but stressful nonetheless), and because there's so much going on it's hard for me to not feel guilty about just stopping. and resting. but i need to take care of me, and i certainly haven't done a very good job of that lately. that's got to come first.

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especially because- i head back to kc on wednesday morning....